High School - Jazzy

High school was a treat, Jasmine played volleyball, basketball and ran track; she also was a member of the drama club and sang in her school choir. Outside of school and the many odd jobs that she had, Jasmine didn't show her face much, she wasn't a big fan of Utah.
JJ on the other hand, had plenty of fuel to add to her emotionally destructive fire. Her and Utah were a toxic combination to anyone that she came in contact with. She had the ability to turn even the happiest person, to the most miserable soul after a short period of time. However, Utah was in no shortage of  miserable souls, so JJ felt as though she had hit a gold mine, plenty of negative energy for her to feed on. The fact most people made fun of her, was all the justification she needed to be mean, cruel and down right evil in return. 
Utah wasn't all bad I was able to make friends with people at church and even had a boyfriend for a short period of time. Cameron was my best friend, we hung out every night, talking for hours about anything and everything. Then he broke my heart but such is life, we live, we love and we die. 
The end of my junior year, I met my soulmate, it was like looking into a mirror. Not that JJ didn't try to ruin things and she very well may have but I'll never forget those eyes and that smile. 
He and JJ were consistently fighting, over basketball and track; on one hand it was like love and basketball on the other it was like clash of the titans. Getting JJ to stop interfering was a losing battle but when she would back off; the moments I spent with Chris seemed to last forever, I wish they never had to end.  

Utah - Jasmine

To say JJ is wrong about this place would be lying, they call Utah County "Happy Valley", but I see no happiness in this place. I've been a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, my whole life and never have a been treated in such a manor by "Gods chosen people". People smile in your face and whisper behind your back, as if you can't hear them, your standing right behind me. False wishes of happiness and joy, people here don't care about others, they only think of themselves, they use people and when you ask for help in return; they mock you and walk away from you. 
I don't know if I'm more disgusted with the politics or the church, or the fact that they are one in the same. I've seen a gross misuse of the welfare and unemployment resources, while those that could benefit were denied. I've seen people shopping and throwing away food at the mall but walk past a Veteran asking for anything even a simple prayer and they walk past with their noses in the air. 
I was born with nothing other than my voice and for four years I have remained silent and stunned, as I watched the people of "Zion" act as un-christ like as you can. 
I see JJ's struggle but I cannot help, I am too weak to face this army of evil alone, I pray that from this adversity she finds strength and wisdom. I do not support her in her decision to end her life, therefore as her soul, I refuse to die. No matter how many cuts, pills and self destructive acts, she participates in, I will not give up on her, I will not give up on Love. 
If she can remember God is love, compassionate and merciful; she can weather any storm, including Hurricane Mesa, Arizona; which is about to hit. 
JJ, I'm here watching but you have bound my hands and rendered me useless in this fight, stop fighting with your words, it is time to take action. You can win, you will survive.