To say JJ is wrong about this place would be lying, they call Utah County "Happy Valley", but I see no happiness in this place. I've been a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, my whole life and never have a been treated in such a manor by "Gods chosen people". People smile in your face and whisper behind your back, as if you can't hear them, your standing right behind me. False wishes of happiness and joy, people here don't care about others, they only think of themselves, they use people and when you ask for help in return; they mock you and walk away from you.
I don't know if I'm more disgusted with the politics or the church, or the fact that they are one in the same. I've seen a gross misuse of the welfare and unemployment resources, while those that could benefit were denied. I've seen people shopping and throwing away food at the mall but walk past a Veteran asking for anything even a simple prayer and they walk past with their noses in the air.
I was born with nothing other than my voice and for four years I have remained silent and stunned, as I watched the people of "Zion" act as un-christ like as you can.
I see JJ's struggle but I cannot help, I am too weak to face this army of evil alone, I pray that from this adversity she finds strength and wisdom. I do not support her in her decision to end her life, therefore as her soul, I refuse to die. No matter how many cuts, pills and self destructive acts, she participates in, I will not give up on her, I will not give up on Love.
If she can remember God is love, compassionate and merciful; she can weather any storm, including Hurricane Mesa, Arizona; which is about to hit.
JJ, I'm here watching but you have bound my hands and rendered me useless in this fight, stop fighting with your words, it is time to take action. You can win, you will survive.
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