Gods Creation; Devils temptation - Jasmine

    I had always cared for Cameron since high school, he reminded me of my older brother; we use to do things we shouldn't but he was always there to protect me if something went down. Cameron was my superhero, always there to make me laugh, always challenging me. I never understood why he never put that amount of effort in him self, he had the potential for greatness but lack true confidence.
   I thought if my calling was to have a family, why not see what happened with him, the sexual chemistry was there, we already "knew" each other. There were many red flags as to why we should get together but he and I ignored them all and been down paths of great wickedness together. I lost the light that once shown bright in my eyes, for I delighted in evil and thought wicked and perverse things. 
    They say when God wants you, he will have you, know matter where you are. God wanted Cameron and he wanted me, and the only way he could have us both would be to wake us both up and wrench us apart. After, all the hurt and lies, I still looked back longing to have my friend. But it wasn't to be so, God opened my eyes and showed me my way. 
   I stopped disobeying my fathers command and I headed east out of the desert to the land of milk and honey. And when I got there and I thought I was stuck and didn't know what to do. I called upon the name of the Lord and he sent me an Angel to watch over me. 
   I had teachers and pastors, to watch over me and I had embraced a love of family, that I had not known before. 
    My friends back home write for my return, I do not wish to burden them with the news, I will not return. So I am about my fathers business and he wishes me to learn his teachings and have them engraved upon my heart, that I may love all men as I love myself. That I must seek to be in the service of men when they are in great need and do not waste my times on quarreling. I was delivered from captivity because I no longer live in the world for man but for God to serve man. 
  
I know the devil flees, from my thoughts, because he knows he has no power here. He may temp me with delights but I will remain humble in the service of my Lord.